Thursday, October 27, 2005

Falling Helplessly in Love


"And hold fast, all together, by the rope which God (stretches out for you), and be not divided among yourselves, and remember with gratitude God's favour on you; for ye were enemies and He joined your hearts in love, so that by His Grace, ye became brethren; and ye were on the brink of the pit of Fire, and He saved you from it. Thus doth God make His Signs clear to you; that ye may be guided"
~Ali Imran;103~

Wonderful date.

Spending time with You in solitude.

Peace. Serene. Calm.

Entertained by melodious tunes of Your Words.

Dark.

Slightly lighted.

Its ok, my Love.

The moon is enough.

For me to recite Your Love Letter.

Touch me with Your Grace.

Hold me with Your Bless.

Kiss me with Your Mercy.

For I... am falling helplessly in Love....

Humaira
Counting every beat.


Pssst: Dear, did you just mention about living on a thin red line?

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

Thank you for Teaching me Life

Welcome to the last 10 nights of Ramadhan. Am feeling all stressed out trying frantically to finish my tilawah reading. Even my physical being is showing signs of exhaustion. Let's pray Allah gives us strength to move on...

I had 'somewhat-feels-like-the-last conversation' with Brudder. It was sweet of him to make sure i'm not angry with the decision he made about not telling me of his engagement. I was angry... a bit... but... he make it up with the conversation. I'm not that petty after all...

Brudder...
Its true... i changed first. Letting u go, and allowing you to back off...Ever since i met Faizal (haf i told u that i regret that?)
Its true... i expect changes to happen... starting now....
Its true... i'm kinda sad... coz things will never be the same...
Its true... i'm also very happy for you....

Brudder...
Thanks for remembering the little promises you made (indeed you're a man of ur words)
Thanks for making me 'suffer' with the little bets u made (just so to make your points)
Thanks for the semester of madness, drama and new ventures (i'll never forget those memories)
Thanks for being sharp, yet subtle when pointing out my weaknesses (that's how i learn, n i begin to respect you)

No...
I have never seen you in any other way
No...
I have never regard you as any other

I may not miss the moments we shared in school, but i always hug it close to my heart. Those were memories worth remembering.. Like you said..remember or cherish not only of the fun part, but also the lessons learnt throughout the journey.

Bro, this entry is a tribute to your contribution to a person's life during your singlehood.

Thank you for teaching me Life.

Your student,
Your lil sis.

Humaira

Pssst: Oh yeah... i wont haf nightmares of your werds "Saper lah i ni... dah lah kurus, hitam, tak hensem, gedebak gedebuk... gerl maneeer lah nak i? Camner sis? Sis, u carikan i ar..."
Pheeeuuuhhh... i definitely wont miss that! =D