Thank you for Teaching me Life

Welcome to the last 10 nights of Ramadhan. Am feeling all stressed out trying frantically to finish my tilawah reading. Even my physical being is showing signs of exhaustion. Let's pray Allah gives us strength to move on...

I had 'somewhat-feels-like-the-last conversation' with Brudder. It was sweet of him to make sure i'm not angry with the decision he made about not telling me of his engagement. I was angry... a bit... but... he make it up with the conversation. I'm not that petty after all...

Brudder...
Its true... i changed first. Letting u go, and allowing you to back off...Ever since i met Faizal (haf i told u that i regret that?)
Its true... i expect changes to happen... starting now....
Its true... i'm kinda sad... coz things will never be the same...
Its true... i'm also very happy for you....

Brudder...
Thanks for remembering the little promises you made (indeed you're a man of ur words)
Thanks for making me 'suffer' with the little bets u made (just so to make your points)
Thanks for the semester of madness, drama and new ventures (i'll never forget those memories)
Thanks for being sharp, yet subtle when pointing out my weaknesses (that's how i learn, n i begin to respect you)

No...
I have never seen you in any other way
No...
I have never regard you as any other

I may not miss the moments we shared in school, but i always hug it close to my heart. Those were memories worth remembering.. Like you said..remember or cherish not only of the fun part, but also the lessons learnt throughout the journey.

Bro, this entry is a tribute to your contribution to a person's life during your singlehood.

Thank you for teaching me Life.

Your student,
Your lil sis.

Humaira

Pssst: Oh yeah... i wont haf nightmares of your werds "Saper lah i ni... dah lah kurus, hitam, tak hensem, gedebak gedebuk... gerl maneeer lah nak i? Camner sis? Sis, u carikan i ar..."
Pheeeuuuhhh... i definitely wont miss that! =D